Preparing for AZT
bottled words slurred from too much
pain and insomniac rituals of these
 
unsuccessful attempts to relieve
myself of all this time and energy
 
unable to wash away this virus crack
it open like a capsule and watch its
 
tiny globes spill and meander endlessly
helplessly harmlessly into other orbits
 
not yet occupied.  my world right now
is a quiet world a dying world a blue and
 
white capsule.  sea and air wrapped in
a permeable shell locked inside like
 
the virus itself that shall explode
from within like pocked skin.  this
 
is what it is like when the ink well
runs dry.  when the noises from our bodies
 
lose their voices and what we have left
is all this time hidden in a cell of gelatin.
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